** Please be aware there are potential triggers and direct mention of eating disorders, suicide and self harm in this post** I can’t take this anymore. I can’t. It’s like my head is imploding in. It’s time to get real. No cryptic. Just real. So, some context to my current dilemma. I’ve been with my […]Read More I need to do it again. *triggers*
Feeling as I feel, Thinking as I do. Out of control spirals line my view Some days more so than others They never leave my mind. The hurt and pain That will always stain My thoughts and feelings going forward. All through growing up at school everyone is so quick to point out our flaws. […]Read More Am I fit for purpose?
*trigger alert* So. When my world was crumbling – several years ago now. My home life was awful. My school life sucked. And everything just got to much. I felt it was all my fault. I felt I couldn’t ever do anything right or be the person that was expected of me. My depression kicked […]Read More Would I listen to my future self?
A question I ask myself everyday. A question I really wish I knew the answer too. If only I had a crystal ball to look into deeply. **I will give a trigger warning for self harm just to be on the safe side. It’s not in depth but more the results of** I always feel […]Read More Will I ever get better?
So. Maybe now isn’t the right time. Or maybe it is. I just don’t know. So here goes. Right now. I have Nobody to tell the battle that’s going through my head. I’ve briefly touched in my depression and my mental health on a previous post. But here’s a bit more. Well maybe a lot […]Read More *Warning triggers*: “honesty is the best policy”said a friend.