When a song speaks exactly where I am better than I could even begin to. ‘No one knows what goes on up inside my head there’s a new kind of poison and it’s starting to spread… they don’t think I need help but I’m scaring myself. I just want to be ok’ ‘all the voices […]Read More Represented in a song
Clear in my mind is what I should feel. But is it clear or slightly hazy? Being here anonymous and free to speak my mind doesn’t make it clearer. Like you’d think it would. Is it clear or is it hazy? That’s the thing. I’m torn, torn in different directions and neither feel right. They […]Read More I can’t say what I want to. I’ve been here before.
So sat on the train I come back to realisation after being lost in my thoughts of confusion and muddle. I became very aware that although sat my muscles are very tensed as if I am fully reliant on them keeping me still. I’m sat on a chair – there’s no need for this. I […]Read More When’s the crash?
Feeling as I feel, Thinking as I do. Out of control spirals line my view Some days more so than others They never leave my mind. The hurt and pain That will always stain My thoughts and feelings going forward. All through growing up at school everyone is so quick to point out our flaws. […]Read More Am I fit for purpose?
A question I ask myself everyday. A question I really wish I knew the answer too. If only I had a crystal ball to look into deeply. **I will give a trigger warning for self harm just to be on the safe side. It’s not in depth but more the results of** I always feel […]Read More Will I ever get better?
A question always asked. But how do you really answer it? I’m ok? I’m alrite? Yea good thanks? Do you completely ignore it and ask in return? Or do you actually answer exactly how you are? My entire life has always been the first ones. Yea ok, alrite ta etc. It’s been a real challenge […]Read More How are you?