** Please be aware there are potential triggers and direct mention of eating disorders, suicide and self harm in this post** I can’t take this anymore. I can’t. It’s like my head is imploding in. It’s time to get real. No cryptic. Just real. So, some context to my current dilemma. I’ve been with my […]Read More I need to do it again. *triggers*
Clear in my mind is what I should feel. But is it clear or slightly hazy? Being here anonymous and free to speak my mind doesn’t make it clearer. Like you’d think it would. Is it clear or is it hazy? That’s the thing. I’m torn, torn in different directions and neither feel right. They […]Read More I can’t say what I want to. I’ve been here before.
Feeling as I feel, Thinking as I do. Out of control spirals line my view Some days more so than others They never leave my mind. The hurt and pain That will always stain My thoughts and feelings going forward. All through growing up at school everyone is so quick to point out our flaws. […]Read More Am I fit for purpose?
A question always asked. But how do you really answer it? I’m ok? I’m alrite? Yea good thanks? Do you completely ignore it and ask in return? Or do you actually answer exactly how you are? My entire life has always been the first ones. Yea ok, alrite ta etc. It’s been a real challenge […]Read More How are you?