I need to do it again. *triggers*

** Please be aware there are potential triggers and direct mention of eating disorders, suicide and self harm in this post** I can’t take this anymore. I can’t. It’s like my head is imploding in. It’s time to get real. No cryptic. Just real. So, some context to my current dilemma. I’ve been with my […]

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It’s just a number. 

So, I’ve been trying to loose weight. You know like the stereotypical view of a woman. Over the last 5 years I have  gained a lot of weight mostly because of my medication. But of course some of that is eating shit too. I can’t lie about that. In those 5 years I’ve had over […]

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