When a song speaks exactly where I am better than I could even begin to. ‘No one knows what goes on up inside my head there’s a new kind of poison and it’s starting to spread… they don’t think I need help but I’m scaring myself. I just want to be ok’ ‘all the voices […]Read More Represented in a song
** Please be aware there are potential triggers and direct mention of eating disorders, suicide and self harm in this post** I can’t take this anymore. I can’t. It’s like my head is imploding in. It’s time to get real. No cryptic. Just real. So, some context to my current dilemma. I’ve been with my […]Read More I need to do it again. *triggers*
Clear in my mind is what I should feel. But is it clear or slightly hazy? Being here anonymous and free to speak my mind doesn’t make it clearer. Like you’d think it would. Is it clear or is it hazy? That’s the thing. I’m torn, torn in different directions and neither feel right. They […]Read More I can’t say what I want to. I’ve been here before.
*trigger alert* So. When my world was crumbling – several years ago now. My home life was awful. My school life sucked. And everything just got to much. I felt it was all my fault. I felt I couldn’t ever do anything right or be the person that was expected of me. My depression kicked […]Read More Would I listen to my future self?
So. Maybe now isn’t the right time. Or maybe it is. I just don’t know. So here goes. Right now. I have Nobody to tell the battle that’s going through my head. I’ve briefly touched in my depression and my mental health on a previous post. But here’s a bit more. Well maybe a lot […]Read More *Warning triggers*: “honesty is the best policy”said a friend.