It’s just a number. 

So, I’ve been trying to loose weight. You know like the stereotypical view of a woman. Over the last 5 years I have  gained a lot of weight mostly because of my medication. But of course some of that is eating shit too. I can’t lie about that. In those 5 years I’ve had over […]

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If only you knew…

We all have hidden things and things that people don’t know about us. But sometimes those things try to escape. Sometimes the amount of hidden stuff fills everything. I often find myself thinking. If only you knew what this smile was hiding.  So, for this to make sence – I have several medical conditions including […]

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Staring numb and feeling

A weird contradictory title right? I know. How can numb and feeling be together. Well let me try to explain. I’m determined not to scrap this as I want it to actually reflect and say how I feel. Knowing me and going by previous attempts I seem to scrap before complete. So. The reason behind […]

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The power of a key

Isn’t it funny how keys play such an important part of our life. I mean have you ever thought about it?   They open doors, windows, safes, cars and some would say they open hearts, memories  and minds too. It’s not just opening though. It’s closing, securing and keeping it that way.  Imagine that. Imagine how […]

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Unusual way to start

So. Perhaps this isn’t the usual way to start a blog. But then that’s me. I’m not the usual. I always try to go above and beyond. Across the board with no limitations. But it never feels like quite enough. I mean what is it that makes it so easy to fail. What is it […]

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